INI KENANGAN TERAKHIR KAMI
DISAAT KAMI SUDAH TIDAK MENJADI SEPASANG KEKASIH LAGI :")
FAILED 1 BULAN LHOOOO :")
Senin, 25 Juni 2012
Perasaan apa ini?
Damn, kenapa gue harus cemburu? kenapa gue harus marah merasa nyes atau bahkan nangis gini! betapa tololnya gue kayak gini, mengetahuo suatu hal yang gak seharusnya gue ketahui yang malah buat gue nangis gini! kesel. marah, sedih semua itu campur aduk jadi satu, kenapa sih lo lebih milih mencari orang baru yang belom tau sifatnya dibanding dengan orang lama yang udah tau seluk beuk lu itu kayak apa.
Oke gue emang anak kecil sok-sokan jadi dewasa, dan gue sangat bego! kenapa bego? karena sering stalkingin twitter lo malem-malem, jangankan malem tiap hari deh gue stalkingin twitter lo lhoooo, gak tau kan? KARNA EMANG LO GAMAU TAU! harus apa gue sekarang liat lo deket sama seseorang lagi? sinisin cewek itu lagi? fudul-fudul terus? itu sih ngebuat gue mati perlahan kali ya :( gue gatau apa yang gue rasain mungkin gue takut kehilangan emang iya dari awal kan gue bilang, gue paling takut kehilangan orang yang gue sayang, ini ya akhir cerita kita yang indah dulu? jadi usuh kata-kataan dendam-denadaman sinis-sinisan haha rela fact banget gue kayak gini sama lo gak pernah gue sangka.
Untuk kali ini, gak ada yang bisa gue perbuat lagi ya gue harus bisa ikhlasin lo :) gue harus bisa mulai gak memikirkan tentang lo, kalo masalah fudul? entahlah gue belom bisa janji untuk gak bisa fudulin lo setiap saat, karena apa? untuk saat ini masih elo yang ada di hati gue, jauh di dalam hati gue, mau lo nyakitin gue kayak apa juga tetep aja perasaan itu gak ilang-ilang karna banyak kenangan gue sama lo yang gak akan bisa gue lupain :)
Oke gue emang anak kecil sok-sokan jadi dewasa, dan gue sangat bego! kenapa bego? karena sering stalkingin twitter lo malem-malem, jangankan malem tiap hari deh gue stalkingin twitter lo lhoooo, gak tau kan? KARNA EMANG LO GAMAU TAU! harus apa gue sekarang liat lo deket sama seseorang lagi? sinisin cewek itu lagi? fudul-fudul terus? itu sih ngebuat gue mati perlahan kali ya :( gue gatau apa yang gue rasain mungkin gue takut kehilangan emang iya dari awal kan gue bilang, gue paling takut kehilangan orang yang gue sayang, ini ya akhir cerita kita yang indah dulu? jadi usuh kata-kataan dendam-denadaman sinis-sinisan haha rela fact banget gue kayak gini sama lo gak pernah gue sangka.
Untuk kali ini, gak ada yang bisa gue perbuat lagi ya gue harus bisa ikhlasin lo :) gue harus bisa mulai gak memikirkan tentang lo, kalo masalah fudul? entahlah gue belom bisa janji untuk gak bisa fudulin lo setiap saat, karena apa? untuk saat ini masih elo yang ada di hati gue, jauh di dalam hati gue, mau lo nyakitin gue kayak apa juga tetep aja perasaan itu gak ilang-ilang karna banyak kenangan gue sama lo yang gak akan bisa gue lupain :)
NIH YA!!! WASLIM SUPRIATNA, MULAI HARI INI GUE MAU BELAJAR GAK MIKIRIN LO LAGI!!!! SEMOGA LO BAHAGIA DENGAN ORANG BARU! SEMOGA LO BAHAGIA NGAPUS GUE DARI DIRI LO DARI FIKIRAN LO! KARENA GUE CUMA ORANG LAMA BUAT ELOOO!!! :')
Rabu, 20 Juni 2012
Back To December - Taylor Swift
Ngayal dikit ya coba ini lagu ganti lirik December jadi October duh itu lagu gue banget mungkin haha
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
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